At first the opening was just so tight I couldn't bear it. Did some periodical stretching. Then I got it in half-way and it tried to open, so I pulled it out. Gave it a couple more days. Then I got it farther in and it wouldn't open. Few more days. Now, tonight, relaxed and laying down, I get it in as far as I can, with part of the base still sticking out, and it opens. My thought process here:
"Wow. That feels tight.. oh VERY tight. Oh OW OW OW OW *wanting to scream, but not wanting to wake mom*"
I squeeze the base to break suction, hear it AND feel it.. more "OW OW OW OW SHEEEEEEEEEE"
And I teeter it out in 2 seconds. Now blood. Oy.
Now I'm scared to death to put it back in. It was like a nerve went absolutely nuts and shot a bullet of pain all up there. I wonder if the very fleshy tissue in the anterior side has anything to do with it. The posterior side is smooth like a muscle, but the anterior has parallel vertical "folds" almost that are very soft.
I'm fine now. No pain after I took it out. Just a light feeling of needing to pee, like all the times before.
Please help. I really want to get away from stinky pads. :(