June 8th, 2005

the hunger games ▪ katniss smiling
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owie. owie. owie.

removal of my keeper for the first time today wasn't as great as i hoped it would be. it HURT. really, really, bad. to the point where i felt like i was going to never get it out. when i did get it out, it took probably ten minutes from start to finish because of the pain.

i felt like it was pulling all my insides out with it. my hymen is intact (as far as i can tell) so i don't know if it broke while i was removing the keeper or what. whatever it was, it HURT.

help! i really want to use the keeper again tonight before i go to bed but i don't want to hurt like i did earlier because i'm still kind of sore right now.

thank you in advance!