So it's a relief to know what the issue is. I am extremely hopeful that I can still find a position that works for me. I have been informed that your cervix doesn't HAVE to be in the cup for it to work. It just seems like my cervix is in such a weird spot. Damn my younger self for not paying attention!
Thank you to everyone on this community for grabbing my hand and babystepping me through this. I have been glued to this community and have found a LOT of really useful information. It actually brought me to an entirely new level of comfort with my body and to discussing all things menstrual. I've been really bitchy and hormonal today and for the first time I explained exactly why to my 5 year old. Since she was born I was dreading the period talk. After reading in this community, I feel like I finally understand things and I'm not grossed out anymore. It was great to open that door with her. And as hokey as this sounds, it was thanks to this community that I was able to do so. So THANK YOU!!!